5 days left

Coughing my lungs out, still, I am packing and getting rid of some material belongings, again, that I have gathered and got possession of, here, in Saskatoon. A lot of crap, really! I am filled with Nostalgia, smilling naively, it's hard to say good bye, but I guess I got used to it with time and it's getting easier, each time. I am looking forward to take that plane for Quebec city, see my family, my friends and my new little nephew! Few weeks will do, that will be enough, I know, I have experienced it before. When you leave for a nomadic life, people are always happy to see you when you pass by, when you visit them, they enjoy the time spent with you, but they don't want to include you in their everyday routine, it might change again, they are not prepared for it, ever! Well, I am used to it. I guess 2 weeks will be enough.

So, about the Vegetarian thing, I am not sure I want to confront all of my friends with the fact that I don't eat meat anymore. After all, its my own concern and I am not imposing my beliefs and convictions on everybody I know or I meet. I know they will confront me, with questions I don't know the answers yet, I know it will make a difference with dinners and BBQs we used to have. What about eating out? What about eating home? With my dad cooking delicious tunisian food with loads of meat in it. Damn it, that will be hard. Hopefully I will feel respected and not judged. Hopefully I will not start to be defensive about it. After all, it's a new process, change for me and I don,t know everything yet. I read about it, I watch informative videos, sometime's they are pretty harsh to watch! I can,t reply to every answer I will be asked, but I guess I can be honest and share my beliefs. I just know some of my provocative friends way too well, they will try to destabilize me with their silly tricky questions.

Let's stay pisitive here, I know it will be good to go back home for a short while, for a short while... I loved it here, really, Saskatoon had brought me loads of happy moments that I will cherish forever, I have grown here, quite a lot actually. But its time to go, to live other adventures. Well, that's what vagabons and life explorers are looking for after all!